Earlier photos credit to Gel!

Am very thankful for this long well-spent weekend. :D

It has been a really difficult and painful week. Relationship strains, quarrels, morally-challenging issues and whatnots. The general consensus is that: Why carry on doing something, if you are not happy doing it? / Because it is that difficult to make the right decision. Sometimes, the best thing to do is to give it all up. If things turn out ugly, whose fault is it then?

And also, doing what you want to do versus doing what is expected of you. You don't get everything in the world, you cannot have the best of both worlds. Sacrifice is necessary at times, despite how painful it gets. When you know that the time is up, you've got to let it go. Let it all go, with no regrets. And it's seriously super hard to find someone to talk to, is there anyone out there?!

This long weekend shall be a good opportunity to escape, recover and reflect. Thank goodness for this holiday, or I'll just seriously break down from all this build-up. It's like a series of unfortunate events that just keep coming. Seriously, why now?

Damn stressed, damn vexed. Please help me find a solution fast. I don't like morally challenging issues. Arghhhhh upset max :/

A friendship so fragile; is it worth salvaging?

I know this is a really old song, but I love it muchmuch :D
I used to only focus on a song's tune to determine my favourites. But now I've learnt to better appreciate song lyrics, thanks to a special friend of mine. :)Must remind myself that everything happens for a reason. I cannot fumble and fall short of expectations. Must push on.

I seriously think the stress is getting to me. My OCD is acting up much; I get so annoyed at little imperfections; I keep losing my temper (sorry to those who are affected) and it's driving me nuts. I know it's so not healthy; that's why I need to loosen up and get rid of the tension, else I'm gonna hit the roof before the semester is over.
Need to destress much. Halppp.

HAPPY 20TH SHANNY!!!!!

Second time seeing the fireworks at USS and I still think that USS's fireworks definitely beat National's Day's hands down. Maybe it's cause of the band music they put on during the fireworks. Gives it a more 'dramatic' effect hahaha.

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Anyway, recently I figured that I have way too many interests that I cannot cope with all simultaneously. I really want to pursue each and every one of them, but I know I've got to prioritize and sacrifice some when necessary. Our youth is coming to an end pretty soon as life starts to get more hectic. I used to think that being misguided/ lost in life was pretty bad enough... but now I think that having a goal but being unable to achieve it at all is way much worse.

Sometimes I feel trapped, stuck and unable to progress. Friends tell me to let go of the past, and only then will you be able to move forward and find yourself better opportunities. But it is simply not as easy as you think it is.

Someday I will let it all out.