I am so tired of disappointments, after a while it just gets numbing you know? Like every step I take along this journey, I fumble and I regret. I dislike the path I'm taking but I have yet to find the right directions I need to take. Miserable. I am scared of every single day, and every move I make. It's so stifling it's killing me. It's like this downwards path that never seems to get better. I thought the holidays would bring about some reprieve and new perspective... But stress is all the same, it just manifests in different forms. Sigh.
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